Saturday, February 7, 2009

People Who Matter

Well I figured that this would be a good place to write down the individual people in my life that truly matter to me; and of course why. :)

-My family: So there is my mom. She is truly amazing. I can't even imagine what she has been through in her life. How she has become the great person that she is I have no idea. First and foremost she is a mother, always worrying about how her kids are doing and doing anything in her power to make them happy. My dad, he is kind of strict. His motto is if you have something to get done... GET IT DONE. haha. We have not always gotten along the best because my motto is.. THINGS CAN WAIT... I will eventually get around to it. We work around it though. He is also the hardest worker I have ever known. If he is not on the job, he is doing something at home whether it is fixing lights, the roof, putting up a new fence, of fixing the sink. He even turned our big empty space of a basement into an actual basement with two bedrooms, a junk room, and a bathroom. Then next in line is my half brother, Jared. He is 25 and he likes to party it up. I really admire his willingness to help people. I a person asks him for his help he is almost more than willing to put in his effort. Then comes Craig. This 21 year old guy is very intelligent. Can't say so much about his effort... but he can handle himself. I am pretty sure that he will likely end up very rich. Nick is my youngest brother, and he is still in high school. He has a girlfriend and he definitely treats her right. He definitely has a lot of heart to put into the people around him and the things he chooses to do.

-Friends:
Jackie - So this lovely lady came into my life freshmen year of high school and she has always been a symbol of joy and cheerfulness. :) It was not until this year that I started to discover that she is oh so much more than that. The guy who wins her heart is going to be very lucky... and many have already tried. She is always so good and just striving to be her best. She is musically inclined and she clogs. She is basically the sweetest "real" person that I have ever had the pleasure of meeting.
Sarah - I met sarah in english 102 my first semester of college. I am pretty sure we were friends after the first day. :) we haven't had much time to spend together partly because she is from boise and she travels there often and partly because she lives a busy life working, being in a sorority, and strenuously working at getting into the nursing program. I can't say that I know her all that well, but I know she is true, and that she is a good friend.
to be continued...
Alycia - This girl is like family. We have been friends for about 7 years. I can honestly say that this remarkable woman knows more about me that just about anyone. She is a lot like her mother, well in that she works incredibly hard working and is almost always busy. She is extremely dedicated and very devoted to her family. I truly care about this girl.   

I Feel Like BLEH.

So do you ever feel like you are wasting your life away? I sure do. I sit around and watch tv for most of my time. It's meaningless... just like the rest of my life. I go to school sure... but I have no idea what I want to do with my life so basically it is pointless anyway. Ugh. Yeah I guess I do have friends, but it's not like they will be around forever and usually they are busy actually having lives. I do close to nothing to help people. I don't know how. I don't have a job, simply because I don't have to. Man I just wish I felt like I had a good reason for exsisting. I am a waste of a human being.